This forum has been pretty wickedly helpful to me so far and I do profusely apologise if this does not fall within the scope of discussable topics. Hoping it does though as you are all sound techs and I would imagine some of you have been in the position of hirer/firer.
5 years I have been mixing the "amateur" front bar rig at prestigious music venue in my city. In tandem to this I have worked the main venue at least once a month every month and done a LOT of work outside of this venue. In this time I have grown as a tech and made that transition from big headed beginner to more modest but actually quite competent tech. Working in the venue has always been my dream job, every time they get a new house tech I am always (predictably) overlooked but sometimes I get gigs in the venue anyway, not from management but from the performers themselves. Over the last half a year I have done an increasing number of venue gigs and even been asked by the (very recently made redundant) venue tech to fill in for him. I know my way around this system and how to build rapport with performers.
I had one of these kinds of gigs coming up this Thursday. However, the venue has just gone through a house tech change. I had a hunch this might jeopardise my gig and sure enough, when I touched base with the boss to ask when load in was I was informed of the change in tech and that the new guy will be handling all mixing duties including my Thursday job.
I feel strongly that my employer thinks of me only as a hobbyist, how do I convey to her that I do this in a professional context, that it is my bread and butter? That I belong as much in the venue as the 'kids' the hire company who supply their PA send down when the house tech is unavailable?
I guess I can't say this to her but I'm plateuing in small rooms, I want, no, I Need to get my hands on bigger systems, bigger audiences, Better Paid Jobs, I can't learn anymore or progress in this career on front bar PAs alone. I feel like I earnt this venue gig and her taking it away from me is completely unfair (and does not bode well for my continuing to mix shows in the venue). I also feel like the effort I have put in mixing on their front bar PA over the last 5 years has gone unnoticed.
5 years I have been mixing the "amateur" front bar rig at prestigious music venue in my city. In tandem to this I have worked the main venue at least once a month every month and done a LOT of work outside of this venue. In this time I have grown as a tech and made that transition from big headed beginner to more modest but actually quite competent tech. Working in the venue has always been my dream job, every time they get a new house tech I am always (predictably) overlooked but sometimes I get gigs in the venue anyway, not from management but from the performers themselves. Over the last half a year I have done an increasing number of venue gigs and even been asked by the (very recently made redundant) venue tech to fill in for him. I know my way around this system and how to build rapport with performers.
I had one of these kinds of gigs coming up this Thursday. However, the venue has just gone through a house tech change. I had a hunch this might jeopardise my gig and sure enough, when I touched base with the boss to ask when load in was I was informed of the change in tech and that the new guy will be handling all mixing duties including my Thursday job.
I feel strongly that my employer thinks of me only as a hobbyist, how do I convey to her that I do this in a professional context, that it is my bread and butter? That I belong as much in the venue as the 'kids' the hire company who supply their PA send down when the house tech is unavailable?
I guess I can't say this to her but I'm plateuing in small rooms, I want, no, I Need to get my hands on bigger systems, bigger audiences, Better Paid Jobs, I can't learn anymore or progress in this career on front bar PAs alone. I feel like I earnt this venue gig and her taking it away from me is completely unfair (and does not bode well for my continuing to mix shows in the venue). I also feel like the effort I have put in mixing on their front bar PA over the last 5 years has gone unnoticed.